in class and bored

im in accounting class and its boring. and people keep leaving. that leaves me to wonder how there can be classes like this. it's not engaging at all and has been taught so many times, how can the lesson plan not change? maybe there isn't a fun way to teach accounting, but im sure theres a way you can teach it where the whole class doesn't just leave. it's completely ridiculous. not only that, it wastes my time. i could be watching the tinkerbell movie right now, but no. im watching him flip through powerpoints and drone on and on. outside the context of this class, how anyone can be an accountant is beyond me. it's constantly balancing and its boring. although, when actually doing it, it was a lot more fun than looking at it when he is talking about it. the person behind me just left. but its ok because someone just came in. i dunno. maybe if the class wasn't at 7 pm and didn't last 3 hours, it would be more exciting and i would pay more attention or something. it's just that by 7 i'm so worn out and tired, especially after studying all night, that a 7 pm class isn't very enticing. especially when i can be eating pho. which is what i really want right now, PHO. anyways, i've had many classes like this, where it's just not interesting at all. is it cuz im not paying attention? i really tried to engage myself the first day, but then i realized how useless it was. the whole powerpoint is online, and he posts hw solutions. what's my incentive to come to class? sigh. there's not much i can do i suppose. i just have to get through it and never think about accounting ever again. i just have to hire a really good accountant. 

so what i am a rock star

i do what makes me happy, even if it's not good for me. 

like eating junk food. or procrastinating. it seems like some people are born with the innate ability to eat healthier or to focus. i don't have either. i fear it will make me an obese adult with add. i often wonder why im so unmotivated. is it because i'm really lazy or is it because nothing interests me. of course my non interest could stem from my overwhelming desire to watch tv rather than go outside, but that's beside the point. a class i've taken recently tells me i have to have passion towards what i do. and so i wondered if i was at all passionate about economics, and that's a no. economics is ok, and sometimes i think its fun, but i don't like it that much. of course, my future job has a 75% chance of not being related to economics at all, so i'm really not that worried. and so i wondered if i enjoyed my intership, and i do, certain aspects of it at least. i kinda think inputing data is kinda fun because there are so many different results that can come from it. or maybe it's cuz im new to it. i don't really know what i'm good at either, i'm kinda ok with everything. blah. really, as long as my future occupation involves traveling and eating, i know i will enjoy it. 

well, that's enough procrastination for a night...back to accounting

what what in the butt

so my days are very tiring. and it's worse cuz it's hot. it's not that hot in my apt. but it's hot everywhere else. it's supposed to be fall. 

i so crazily excited for the palin/biden debate and even though i probably won't be able to see it when it's on, i'm sure i'll read about it. i don't think that's she's ready to lead in the least, but hey, she could prove me wrong. i still don't think i will ever like her, but at least i can know that if they do win, we might be ok. might. i'm really curious to see what will happen in the next four years. i feel like there can be great change. i'm also really scared to see what will happen in the next four years because supposedly the world is supposed to end in 2012. maybe they're be like an all out world war and existence will really end, or we'll pass it like we passed y2k. i hope nothing happens because i still have to win the lottery. and seriously, that's one of my life goals. no lie. 

i think my residents are absolutely amazing. they are fun. i like talking to them and showing them strange videos online. now if only they would watch the clue movie....