Monday, October 20, 2008

so what i am a rock star

i do what makes me happy, even if it's not good for me. 

like eating junk food. or procrastinating. it seems like some people are born with the innate ability to eat healthier or to focus. i don't have either. i fear it will make me an obese adult with add. i often wonder why im so unmotivated. is it because i'm really lazy or is it because nothing interests me. of course my non interest could stem from my overwhelming desire to watch tv rather than go outside, but that's beside the point. a class i've taken recently tells me i have to have passion towards what i do. and so i wondered if i was at all passionate about economics, and that's a no. economics is ok, and sometimes i think its fun, but i don't like it that much. of course, my future job has a 75% chance of not being related to economics at all, so i'm really not that worried. and so i wondered if i enjoyed my intership, and i do, certain aspects of it at least. i kinda think inputing data is kinda fun because there are so many different results that can come from it. or maybe it's cuz im new to it. i don't really know what i'm good at either, i'm kinda ok with everything. blah. really, as long as my future occupation involves traveling and eating, i know i will enjoy it. 

well, that's enough procrastination for a night...back to accounting

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